Finally Exiting The Matrix.
Before I truly do just feel like a number…
Nothing is the same to me anymore. I used to look forward to my days. I felt a sense of purpose in my life. These days, I’m just bored. The things that used to excite me, just don’t bring me the same joy that they used to.
Even most people annoy me. I only look forward to connecting with my closest friends. As for everyone else…I can’t bring myself to care. I used to connect with people all day every day, I was excited about it, it was my life! Now, not so much.
Which is weird, because I’m a super chipper, positive, happy person (you can’t tell by the tone of this article, I know — you’re going to have to trust me on that).
Even tonight, when I was walking my dog, I was highly annoyed that other humans were out walking on the seawall, how dare they?
Or in the waiting room at the clinic today, I watched as every single other person was staring face down on their phones…I looked at all of them with literal disgust. I think I scared the woman beside me because she saw me scouring.
I don’t like being judgemental and sharing my opinions bluntly — but right now I’m in a spicy mood. I do not like what I’m seeing with the human race and I need to vent about it. I’m speaking about here in Vancouver, Canada —…
