My Confidence Was Defined By My Success At “Work”– Now What?

Work has always come pretty easily to me, I like to work hard, I like to achieve, I’m competitive in nature and as long as I’m doing something I enjoy – I thrive. In my earlier years I tried out all different jobs and figured out my niche – that I needed to work for myself. I took off in any endeavour I set my mind to and thoroughly enjoyed it. Most would consider me a workaholic, I’d agree.

Lately this has changed though. I don’t know if it’s because I’m in my 30s. Maybe it’s because of the pandemic. Perhaps it’s because of my new partner, since all not those things happened around the same timing. Regardless of the reason, my drive and eagerness is gone.

I feel lost.

I’ve spent the last 9 years working in real estate and built a very successful business on my own. I earn in the multiple 6 figures and am one of the top realtors in my city – this was all very rewarding but it isn’t anymore. I’m over it.

It just feels like money, and money isn’t enough. Money gets boring.

I dream of leaving a positive impact on the planet. Whether that be by saving animals, helping preserve nature or aiding people with their mental/physical health struggles – want to do something. I yearn to do something.

The issue is – I have no idea where to start and the bigger issue – I don’t believe I’m smart enough to do it. I don’t think I’m capable anymore.