Oh my — no not at all, don’t be sorry! I loved your response — it makes me think harder. I too have to write down all the bad times because I can only remember the good — but when I look back to all the waking up in the middle of the night, heart racing, sweating, shaking — NO THANKS!!!! Literally thought I was dying. Not worth it my friend, lets stick to sober ❤ thanks for the follow!